what i realized ...

alright ...
listen.

right now since im off relationships ...
i thought of something, realized something.

&&i just need to vent on it.

this is gunna be pretty short not too long at all.


soo i realize, that all the time in relationships i have been on the givin end of everything. i invest all my time and effort into someone and take care of the other person.

providin time, money, energy, most of all LOVE to someone.

but i mean what about me??
not to say that the other person didn't at all.
just ... hardly.
idk kinda hard to explain.

but i mean all this time i was taking care of them, no one was taking care of me.

not even me.
soooo eff that.
new day.
im taking care of me, until someone decides that they want to do it for me.
&&i in return will take care of them.
&&&we will take care of each other; hahahaaaa.


idk perhaps im livin in a fantasy world, but i mean ... SOMEONES gotta believe.

ah welp
BEE*