i'm being reborn.
it's been coming for a long time, especially since the start of college.
it was inevitable&&i was scared of it for a while.
i was unsure of how i would grow&&was uncertain on whether or not it would be positive or not.
welp, change is here.
&&it has decided to SLAP me in the face today in the form of a newly bestowed nickname.
CROWN*ROYAL
its about quality; not quantity.
YES, its a whiskey.
but a good friend of mine said to take the name&&make it my own.
&&thats just what i plan to do.
sooo, rather then sit around&&figure out if its positive or negative?
im just going to MAKE SURE its positive.
SOO TODAY:
i am letting it be known that i am taking over my life&&starting anew.
"fxck the world with a long dxck" weezy says ...
"muh fxcka im ME yes bxtch im MEEEE."
&&i'm going to continue to work on&&be MEEE until i look in the mirror&&LOVE what i see.
&&&even then i wont stop.
I wont stop growing, or improving who i am.
sooo, the world better be scared. because CROWN*ROYAL finna attack.
&&after i attack?!
nothing.
i never STOP attacking.
(lemme just say, it was not a QUE that named me this)
You're turning into a female version of Antoine!! LOL j/k
ReplyDeleteSeriously though, I feel like a lot of people go to college promising people from their old life they wont change, that they'll always keep in touch and no matter what make those back at home proud.
August rolls around and pretty soon we find ourselves growing, learning, hurting, healing, loving, forgiving and believing in ourselves in a whole new way.
By the time its May, we turn around and realize
at some point, we have wings...ie. turnt into butterflies. A huge step from being confused lil caterpillars...=]
<3 3LDubb